Long Time No Speak

Taking the time to reconnect while we’re apart

Welcome to day three of my #Staycation podcast! Today is all about using this time to reconnect to people we may not have spoken to for a while, and staying connected with people we have. I hope you enjoy it.

It’s been lovely to hear back from so many of you, with your own ideas of how to handle this time. Keep them coming!

And remember, we’re not alone, we’re in this together, take care,

Liv x

My Best Side

OK, so I’m just going to start writing and see where this takes me. I haven’t been completely honest with you all. I mean, I haven’t lied, at least not intentionally, but everything I have ever posted on Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, and on here, has always been the part of me that I wanted you to see, the part I have always thought you wanted to see; in other words, my best side. Isn’t that what everyone does on social media these days?

But from this moment, from right now, I’m going to make a commitment to keep it real. Why? Because a very wise woman once said that the more authentic you become the more you surround yourself with authentic people, and I want to know all you authentic people out there! People who have good and bad days, bed hair, slightly-crooked teeth, who drops things, get writer’s block, who procrastinate, and sometimes just sometimes, wonder what on earth we are all doing here.

Everything I have written so far is true. I live in a lovely village in Hertfordshire, England, I am a writer, I do have a wonderful cat called Henry, and I enjoy the beautiful countryside where I live. I am also stuck in bed most of the time. Why? Because I have M.E. For those that don’t know, it’s an auto-immune disease that affects pretty much every part of the body. There are multiple symptoms, often different for everyone, which include muscle weakness, pain, and chronic fatigue.

I also have P.T.S.D. Perhaps this is the primary reason for writing today. I’m feeling pretty triggered right now and it’s quite hard to concentrate on anything, much less write. They call it hypervigilance. Basically, I don’t feel safe, my senses are heightened, and I seem to have lost sight of the off button. Why? Well, a combination of things. A good friend’s daughter was violently raped last week, I’m anxious about the Coronavirus, I have just read the tragic news about Caroline Flack, and there is a storm raging outside and I am terrified my beautiful oak tree is going to get blown over.

So yeah, the epic masterpiece that is my WIP is sitting beside me untouched and I’m doing everything I can to distract myself. Here’s me keeping it real. How are you doing?

Olivia